Tuesday, October 13, 2020

Chinese Finger Trap

 

Drama isn't real, 
how you respond is the only 
reality.

No one has the ability 
to penetrate your realm of consciousness, 
unless you give them accessibility into your mind. 

If you lack self discipline 
in staying true to yourself and constantly absorb the opinions, 
thoughts, and negativity that emits from another being, 
outside entities will rule your existence. 


Who you become in your reaction 
isn't real, 
but an illusory component 
of temporary emotions. 




Many Inhabit
A Fun House Of Mirrors
Orchestrating A 
Trajectory

Attributed To
 Self Inflicted 
Distorted 
Weaponry

Hidden Agendas
The Tail End Of
Broken 
Promises 

For
 No One
Were They
Kept

Bumping
Into The Walls 
Of Their Reflections
Trapped 

Defeatist 

Believing
There Miscalculation 
Was The Best
Route

When Those 
Who Entered Before 
Them


Overruled 
The Inexplicable Voice 
Of Self Doubt

Exiting
 The Temporary
 Back Into 
Reality

Making It
To The Other
Side 

Excitedly Shouting

In An Attempt
To Give Another 
Direction 

Produced Actions
Governed By Faulty
Comprehension

Inadvertently 
Robbing Other's
Of Their Own
Deliverance
 

For
Discernment Is Gifted
Via First Hand
Experience 

The Lack Of 
Being 
Proactive

Inevitably 
Leads Towards
 Understanding:

Many Give Up 
To Garner
Attention


Deceits Favorite Role
Is Playing The 
Victim 

© LaToya S. C.



Convinced 
My Experiences
Were Meant To Be

Helps Me Navigate 
As They Validate
Their Treachery 


Fake As He Smile
Hand Shake
Questionable

But Is He Testing You? 

Fear Does A Few Things 

Make You Puss*
Make You Snitch
Make Irrational Moves

Or Even
Turn You To
Food



Who Ya'll Comparing 
Me To 
Is Nonsense
Show Gratitude 
In The Presence 
Of
Dominance 




Sunday, October 11, 2020

Flying Monkeys : Cluster B



Magical Thinking

The
Personality 



Cognitive Dissonance  


Reality & Their 
Projections
 Seldom Match


The Inability Of Grasping
One's Perception 
Alters Mental
Functionality 


So
Unto Other's
They Latch 


Inherent Need To Attack

Failing To Address
Deeply Embedded
Underlying 
Issues


Person After Person
Replicating 
Regurgitated
Refusal 


Of Sifting Through
Their Own
Bullshit 


The Epitome 
Of A
Jezebel Spirit



Sacrificing 
Their Own
People



Adults
Throwing
Temper Tantrums


Has
Never
Been Attractive 


Insatiably Combative 


Craving
Disharmony 


Uncomfortable
With
Law & Order


Another's
Inner



Maladaptive 

Self Fulfilling
Prophecy 


Lives
Lived In
Stagnation 


Unable
To 
Release 


The Purgatory
Of A
Narcissistic Injury 


Overriding
The Simplistic Concept
Of Being
At Ease


For The

Histrionic
Flying Monkey
Cluster B


Everything
Is
Show & Tell


Confused Admirers 


Never Taught 
To Let 
Go

 Vessels 
Already 
Empty

Oblivious

To
Their
Shadow Self


© LaToya S. C.



I'm More
Widely Known For
Hippocampus
Than Hips And Thighs 


An Instrument Of Light


Underneath The Picture Perfect...

Cuz This
My Whole Truth
Want Proof?

Just Wait Around And 
See
What I Do

I'll Show You 
Something
Real




Saturday, October 10, 2020

Self Preservation

 

Acceptance
The Last Stage Of
Grief



Healing Occurs
When Focus Is
Generated
Towards

Preservation 

Of The
 Reflection
One Sees

Everyday 
They Awaken
And Breathe

Placing
No One Before
Thee

Is The
Holy 
Matrimony

Of
 Self Care 

Adorns
The Following
Disclaimer

Be Aware


Watch 
The Way
They Move
When Your Losing

Trust Me

You'll 
Be Getting Used
Till Your
Useless 




Eradicate Unreliable Pretenses 

Elevated Self Esteem
Causes Charlatan's To 
Flee

They Prefer
To Surround Themselves
With The Easily 
Manipulated 

Who Don't Seek
Simply
 Follow

Seldom Ask
All Their Information 
Is Borrowed

From 2nd & 3rd Hand 
Sources

False Confidence
Is The Deadliest
Of 
Fraudulence 

To Believe
From Chaos Comes Order
Makes No One
Wiser

Everything I Was Afraid Of
Already Happened To 
Me


Was Born
Fighter 

© LaToya S. C.


It Is 
Our Duty
To Fight For
Our

Freedom



Rosa was a freedom fighter
And she taught us how to fight

Ella was a freedom fighter
And she taught us how to fight

Audre was a freedom fighter
And she taught us how to fight

Angela was a freedom fighter
And she taught us how to fight

Sojourner was a freedom fighter
And she taught us how to fight

Assata was a freedom fighter
And she taught us how to fight

Ella was a freedom fighter
And she taught us how to fight



Judas Comes In Many Forms

 Sworn In Oath - Code Of Ethics

The Surmise 
Of A
Higher Education

Is Suppose
 To 
Produce


What Is The Price
To Breech All You've Acquired
By Leaking Intimate Details

Told In Confidence?

There Is A Purpose 
For Conversing

"In Session"

Without A Subpoena
There Are "Clinician" Client 
Privileges

Protected By Law




Or Do You Pompously Believe
Another's Life 
Could Be Confiscated

Because 
Of Who 
You Work For?

A Disgrace 
To Your Profession 
And The Population
You Serve 




In Hindsight
Thoroughly 
Understanding 

Why The Following Words 
Hit 
A Nerve

"No One Knows 
The Darkness 
That Lingers In Another's Heart"


Automatically Offended
By An Open Ended 
Statement

Was The Start
Of Your Mask 
Slipping

Eventually Dropped

Whenever 
A Person Feels 
Transparent 
Not Being Able 
To Conceal

The Portion Of Their 
Identity
That's Damaged 

A Cancerous Infection 

Send My Regards
To Anyone
Who Ever Had The Displeasure 
Of Meeting
You

If They've 
Yet To See
What You've Always 
Been

But So Long 
One Can Keep
 Hidden

Their Inner Cesspool 



Matryoskha Dolls

Was A Bullet 
In Your Sadistic 
Participation Of

Russian Roulette 

If All The Shots 
Were Already 
Fired
Protect The Center
Of Your Chest 

The First Ones 
To Depart
Are Those
Openly Being Used 

The Lowest Ranks
Are 
Expendable 

A Mere Tool 

To Risk
 Your Professional License
You're Your Own 
Fool

Judas Comes In Many Forms


Whoo
Is 
Whoo

© LaToya S. C.


Exorcism
To Heal The Spirit And Reveal The Prism
Beyond The Prison
Groomed By Addiction
Tuned By A Vision


One Woman
One Mission




Niggas - Never
Negus - Clever

Brown Girl With A Thin Skin
They Said I'd Never Make It This Far

That Was The Devil, Baby.
This God. 

I'm One 
Of Heaven's Favorites 
Ishtar







Friday, October 9, 2020

Intent

A
Forked Tongued 
Spews The Rhetoric

 Ask Me 
No Questions
I'll Tell You No Lies




When Information 
Is Unknown
Individuals Fill In The Blanks
With Thoughts 
That Only Exist 
In Their Mind

Corrupted 
By Inward
 Misdirection

When Reality
 Doesn't Coincide 
With Made Up Fantasies 

It Is 
Others
Who're Deceptive 

Oblivious 
To The Slogan's 
Objective: 


Don't Believe Everything You Think



It 
Isn't Always Outwardly Sources
That Come To Attack
When The Fallacy Cloud
You've Been Floating On
Begins To Sink


When One Isn't Attune 
With Keen Observation
Nothing Should Be Taken 
At Face Value
Without Time, Consideration And
An Established Pattern


Which Is All Subject To Change


To Fake Is To Stand Guard Over Emptiness 


You're Quicksand
In A Desert
Without Rain 


Using Anyone 
As An Oasis 
Parched By The Thirst
Of Your Own Lack Of 
Consideration 


If Someone Is Not
Treating You With Love & Respect
It Is A GIFT
If They Walk Away From You


The Violence
Of 
Relationships

Hold 
Your Head Up
Don't Take That Sh!t




Should I 
Be Honored
No One Asked 
Intricate Questions
In Fear Of 
Truth

Knowing
It Isn't In Me 
To Pathologically Lie 

Haphazardly 
Generating Karmic Debt
In Conjunction
With Soul Ties

Gambling 
With The Lives 
Of Others
Is A Celestial Crime 

In 
Which The Universe
Comes To Collect 


What Hasn't Caught You
Hasn't Passed You


Anything Done 
With Conscious Effort
Was A Choice
Made With 
Intent


© LaToya S. C.

Everything 
Come Back Around
Full Circle

Why Do Lies
Sound Pleasant
But The Truth Hurtful



Survival At All Cost

At Times It Be Feeling
The Devil Be Winning
But Do That Mean
God Lost 



Formless


Jane Of All Trades
Master Of The 
One

Low Vibrational Beings
Cannot
Decipher

Assume 
Formlessness
Total Sum 

Choice Theory

IAmHer7
Zero-Sum Games
Are Beneath Me

Lacking The Ability 
To Teach
Definitively

Know Thy Self
Ancestral 
Treasury 

Radical 
Sabbatical
Heightened Sensory 

Emotional Intelligence
5 Senses
Neuroplasticity 

Is Only 
Mystery

To The Blind
Deaf & Dumb
Collectively 

Meshing The Characteristics Of

Seshat
Sebek
Oya
Ogun
Horus
Aset
Thoth

Heart 
Light As 
A Feather 

Adhering To The 
42 Laws Of
Ma'at



Unfamiliarity Among
Fragmented Habits
Tethered

Aristocratic 

The World Is Yours 
illmatic

4:44 
Caught Their Eyes

Ready To Die 
Unbelievable

Stillmatic
Ether

Reasonable Doubt
Can't Knock The Hustle


To Pimp A Butterfly

ð“‚€


🎤...  N-E-G-U-S..🎤

Definition: Royalty, King, Royalty

🎤... N-E-G-U-S...🎤

Description: Black Emperor; King, Ruler

Now Let Me Finish
The History Books Overlooked 
The Word & Hide It
America Tried To Make It To A House Divided



The Lost Generation 
Real Bad Boys

Move 
In 
Silence
To 
Settle

The Score
Ready Or Not

2014 Forest Hill Drive
Love Yourz 

© LaToya S. C.

More Than
Just A Glorified Prison 
Understand, I Was Always More
Than Meets Your Eye
Vision





Ya'll Gon Get It
All-Power
And That Pain Too

Aint Never Really Love The Sun
Til I Saw What That Rain Do

And It's Becoming Clear To Me
That Every Line Don't Have To Have An Angle

Rather Inspire The Truth
Than Entertain You

And That's 




Thursday, October 8, 2020

Your Master's A Rat



He 
who passively accepts evil
 is as much involved in it as he who helps 
to perpetrate it. 

He who accepts evil 
without protesting against it 
is really cooperating with it.


Many Do 'Just Enough'
To Ensure Another Person 
Doesn't Forget Them

When Nothing
Is  Given 
There Can Be No 
Expectations 

Operating 
Off Less Than 
The Bare Minimum 

Individuals Turn Themselves 
Into Their Imaginations 
Victim

Emotions 
Are The Villain 
Murky Veil 
Hoovers Perception 

Lack Of Insight 
Renders One Handicapped 
Targeted By Those 
Less Than 

Who Long Ago 
Lost 
Their Ability To Feel 

Seconds - Minutes - Hours
365 Equivalent
Of What Was Never Real

Habitual Sameness

Vicariously 
Living Through Other's 
Due To Internal 
Desecration 

It Isn't Possible 
To Mimic A Healthy Source
When You're A
Parasitical Damnation 

Technical Foul
Flagrant 
Line Of Scrimmage 
Hallucination 

Pastimes Differentiate 
Between 
Players

At The End Of 
The Game
The King & The Pawn
Go In The Same Box 

The Same 
Is Applicable
To Checkers 

What Did You Gain?

The Inevitability 
Of Taking Your Last Breath
Who Will Remember
Your Name...

Yet Alone Your Existence 

Many Do 'Just Enough'
To Ensure Another Person 
Doesn't Forget Them 

© LaToya S. C.


They Want To Ride In My Lane Like We The Same
They Want To Be Me So Bad
But Don't Want To Feel My Pain

They Want My Strength But Don't Want To Strain
Don't Know The Time I Done Put In This Game
To Strive To Become 
What I Became


Looking Forward To The Day
When That I Can Call It
Quits

But Kept Going Back
To The BullSh!t
On Some
Jordan
Shit

Who Fucking With Me??? 



Talent 
Wins Games
But Teamwork 
And Intelligence
Win Championships 




I'm On A Crash Course
Where Talent 
Meets Timing

Christopher Wallace
Think 
Big

KEEP CLIMBING!


Watching
This 3 Ring 
Circus

Old Lions Don't Roar
So The Clowns Ain't
Nervous 

Let 
You Fools
Run Amok

Till The Queen Resurface




Who
Loyalty More
Realer...