Tuesday, October 19, 2021

Elements Of Maturity


What many do not comprehend
in regards to relationships 
that have reached an expiration date
is the maturation of 
letting go

How often do individual's 
save old messages, voicemails, 
social media correspondences, 
photographs, clothing...

Anything to remember 
what was to the point 
they're engulfed in 
the past tense 

Moments in 
time
that are already 
gone


The most memorable 
aspects of life
aren't tangible 

Nor is it anything 
one has to keep looking at 
over and over
again

The intangible 
is forever stored
within your being and mind.



What makes someone memorable
What makes them worthwhile 
What makes them a major component 
in your life 
after a conversation is over 

Cannot
be technologically captured 
which is impersonal

It is stored within the crevasses 
of your spiritual blueprint
traveling with you 
always




In overlooking the aforementioned
or not reaching a specific level 
of awareness

That many of our lessons 
come in the guise 
of those we encounter
 
Often times people are afraid 
to erase
They are afraid 
to let go

They 
want to remember 
what was 



Anything that has worth 
is meaningful 
with it's own specific 
value

One doesn't have to keep looking at 
any treasured incidence
over and over 
to the point it becomes habitual
losing the original 
potency


Anything beloved 
is already within 
you

Remembrances 
solely serve as 
nudges
of what was always 
there 

What once upon 
a date and time 
changed you 

Someway... Somehow 



Unfortunately, 
too many grasp onto
what is meaningless 
stunting any onward
internally or external
growth

In my life
when people have served 
their purpose 
I don't keep memorabilia


If there is something about ____ 
that is meant to be had 
It  shall remain
until it is no longer 
needed and ultimately 
replaced
 


How unfortunate 
not to understand 
the difference between 
a stepping stone 

Never meant to be 
a permanent 
fixture. 

It's okay to wish someone the best 
It's okay to wish happiness for others 
besides yourself 

Because
It's in 
abundance. 



Love
 is 
a frequency

It is a vibration 

The very essence of prosperity

Yet, 
People act as if
it is only for themselves
and it's 
not



A sign of development
is the ability to want the very best 
for someone
and not be 
with
them

You can wish happiness upon another
And they don't necessarily have to be in your life 
every moment of your day
or theirs.

Many believe what they are meant to acquire
comes through others
and it does not

It comes through
and from 
the 
self

It comes through 
your innate belief system
of what you actively, continuously
and consciously 
choose to cultivate.



Whenever we encounter
aspects of the self
outside of self
we allow ourselves and others 
to view what is

Candidly

Life 
responds to who 
You are authentically 
despite any worldly 
circumstances

When we authentically mean 
what we say 
and want the best 

The Universe 
Will produce
and reflect back 
what is given out

Asking nothing in return
but to maintain your 
balance


Love
is the most powerful intangible 
on earth 

a frequency and vibration 
for everyone 
to have



You don't have to steal from anyone to attain it
You don't have to wish ill on others to keep it
 within your circumference
You don't have to harm anyone assuming that's how it is harvested

Frequencies and Energy
Aren't Money

It can never run out
It is always 
there

Again...

Frequencies and Energy 
Is Not 
Money

It is not fiat currency
It can never be depleted
It is always in abundance

Yet, with a heart full of larceny
constantly brooding over willful actions
passed off as regret
words of another are skimmed over
instead of  properly digested 
absorbing the nutrients 
of there
intention



For many things 
I am grateful and thankful
especially anyone
who is not in the same space or vicinity as me
on a daily basis.

I thank those for taking 
time 
and conversing with 
me

Thank you for creating positive memories
of our individual observations about life
surpassing self-centeredness.

As we all know people 
whom in which
if ____ is not about 
themselves 

they have absolutely nothing 
to say, add or 
contribute


We've all been 
on the receiving end 
of wanting and searching...
as it evades us
because it is wanted 
too bad

Then there are those 
who will speak lessons about the human experience
and life will reveal what is said 
without you having 
to look



When any person, place, location 
moment or scenery within your path 
appears 

seldom out of desperation
cloaked as a perceived 
necessity

Is 
Blessing


The universe responds 
to the you 
no one else is privy 
to see

An ever-present 
catalyst 
of authentic conversations, encounters
and private moments
with real individuals 


encompassing frequencies 
and vibratory states
of living, intellectualizing, contemplation
and being

Always
manifest


©  LaToya S. C.


Experiences
Enhanced 
My Character




Down To The 
Very Last 
Second

I'm 
So Glad
That I've Grown 

To
Respect

You



𓁧𓂀𓆃𓉢



Monday, October 4, 2021

HERstory : A Black Wombman's Plight



One would believe
 the name given to a specific position 
has meaning, 
and any actions carried out 
brings their title to life.


Client - A person who uses the services or advice of a professional


Advocate -  Someone who fights for something or someone, 
especially someone who fights for the rights of others



Client: I am dealing with the impossible 
and constantly receiving suggestions 
as if my case is normal 


Advocate:  References 
"The Power And Control Wheel"  
in an attempt to appease a client



Client: Something 
doesn't feel right...
empty rhetoric cannot fix a lie


Advocate: This is the way things are 
and how the system is designed. 
You need to learn how to play the game



Perplexed my child and motherhood was referred to a game 
diminishing my plight 
to a leisure activity or sport


Client: I cannot participate 
in an illusion 
that doesn't exist in my reality



I am not trying to play 
anyone's game
I' want to break the system



🎶... Was Told 
To
Hear No Evil, See No Evil, Speak No Evil

In A Place 
That Hears No Evil, Sees No Evil ...🎶



Unwilling 
To Accept
Systematic Genocide



Zero (0) = Cipher

Cipher is the completion of a circle
consisting in 360 degrees 
which is a whole.

120 Degrees of Knowledge
120 Degrees of Wisdom
120 Degrees of Understanding

All in existence pertains to cipher



Zero - 2018 (1st Birthday Ever Away From Offspring)

2019 (2nd year)
 2010 (3rd year
2021 (4th year

6th
7th
8th 
And 9th Set of candles 
blown out 

in which I have no tangible recollection of 
due to judicial
forced separation. 

In the course of 3 years 
I've witnessed the world around me
undergo many changes

As my rational 
has been reconfigured 
and turned into a deadly weapon

𓁧


Those who aren't slain 
by law enforcement
need just as much media coverage

The flip side of
"Black Lives Matter"
no one seems to speak of

The terminal dis-ease 
within the hearts and minds of many
in which there is no vaccination 
yet alone a cure.




Full circle 
is garnering the understanding 
the "game" is 
rigged


There are no rules


There isn't any pamphlet, cheat code,
words of advocacy or affiliations
that can provide professional assistance 
1,095 days after the fact 
of an unlawful 
occurrence. 


With all the years taken
from a mother & her only daughter
is making the headlines by committing 
a crime of passion
 the only way out?


Convicted criminals 
have more rights
in regards to due process of the law
then what I've been on the receiving end of 
in family court.


So Do I Become My Own Advocate?

As They Say:


When You Have Nothing To Lose
Nothing Matters



𓂀





You Want To 
Be 
Is Remembered...


I'll Make You
Go Down In
History



🎶 ... I Don't Owe You

Worked Hard To Build

You Believe 
In Your Own Lies
Can't Be Real ... 🎶


Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda's
Have No Meaning
In Reality


You're Elaborately
Falsifying
What Has Worth


Trash Never
Wants To Takes Itself 
Out


Contemplating
If It's 
Recyclable...


Which 
Hidden 
Broken Piece


 Can Be Reused ???


Self Denial's
Unwritten 
Haiku 


Trying 
To Avoid
Truth


Banquet 
Of 
Dilemmas


Unearth

The Predestined

Ever Clever
𓆃


Like 


Coming Home
Observing Wrinkled Sheets 
Emanating An Unfamiliar 
Scent


Displaces A Relationship 
Habitually 
Prone


In The Usage 
Of Erotic 
Toys


To Derive Pleasure 
In Each Other's
Absence

Like 


A Seat Belt
Strangling 

Passenger


Instead 
Of A Precautionary 
Measure

Preventing
An Unforeseeable 
Accident


Like 

Vasectomies
Tubes Tied
Aborts 

Plan B

Un-birthing 
Bastardized 
Babies 

The Allure
 
Of  Skewing 
Avoidable 

Stats



🎶... Like A Heart Physician 
Who Dies From A Heart Attack ...🎶



Mentalities Clog Arteries 
Minus The 
Plaque

𓂀

Lady Justice Scales 
Are 
Scuffed


The Employer Of Bigoted
Citizens


Intertwined By 
Unrealistic
Bluffs

Occult 
Like 
Practices 

Ritualizing 
Forcing Another's Hand 
To Give Up

While Out
Doing Themselves 
In

Financial, Emotional, Psychological
Torement 

Purposely Caused 

Pales 
In 
Comparison

To Your Own Ruin

Unshackling 
The Invisible Chains 
That Bound 
Me

How Many 
Of You 
Have To Be Honest

When It's Time To Inevitably Pay ???

3 Years Lost...

Remember The Words 
Written
On This Day


©  LaToya S. C.
October 4, 2021


I Be Myself
I Ain't
Fronting



These Aren't Tears
This Is The
Ocean

These Aren't Fears
This Is 

𓂀 Devotion  𓆃
𓁧

Why 
You Always
Have To Try Me

Thinking
I'm Gone Follow
Blindly

𓉢