Sunday, April 24, 2011

Breakable


An understanding embrace
Will not alleviated your fears
It let's you know that I care.

 Through the shattered pieces
I'll help you find a smile
At the end of your tears.....

Of 
Fragmented:



So fragile 
But appear to be strong
Cause all my life I've put up a wall 
To try and escape how I really feel..... 


*Handle Me With Care*

~~~~~~

Circumstantially 
It's difficult for me, not to
Internalize another individuals pain

Listening - Refrain
The need to explain
 What I've already been through

Knowing 
A heart immersed in disdain 
  Is deaf to the voice of truth

Blind to reason

Pleading - Yearning - Fighting - Believing 

What's no longer 
Meant to be
Prolonging what's already gone

Feeling 
Their woe's
 Passionately

I've journeyed there Before....


A Lesson Through Life (Peace Of Mind)
Written: August 7, 2006

There was a time I was fixated
On the world knowing my truth
Hurt by the lies spread to discredit
What was only my point of view

Spent numerous hours consumed
In the he said, she said game
Only to be used
Giving those who disliked me fame

By the mention of their name
I allowed the same story to continue to be told
With each breath and utterance
They grasped a tighter hold

As my words were bold
But to those who knew me
Saw I spoke pain

With every word I rained on my accusers
I engulfed myself
In flames

Burning me

Not concerned with obvious facts
The more I kept talking
Thinking through words
I'd reclaim myself back

I lost her during many attacks
To my mental and spiritual being
I lost her to lies, silence and turmoil 
My soul was depleted

Yet, I'm still breathing

No longer seething to wreck havoc
Was my plan
Vengeance is mine sayeth the Lord
So I placed my heartache in his hands

Instinctively his demand
Was to go on with life
Pain isn't a sacrifice
Every valuable lesson comes with a price

Without struggle you cannot strive
Without loss you won't know gain
Without dishonesty you won't know truth
Without hardship you wouldn't strive to maintain

Claiming
The best part 
Of you

Through dishonesty's pain
You strained to gain truth
Struggled the hardship

Losing 
What was no longer needed
In you

Every negative has a reverse

NOTHING
In life comes easily
Either gain from it, or

Let it go.....


© LaToya S. C.




Within the
Days, Weeks, Months
Even year(s) from now

You'll appreciate the:



Falling down ain't falling down
If you don't cry 
When you hit the floor.


Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Unafraid



Assimilation's Retribution
Theft of Soul
Minstrel show institution

Confusing

 W.E.B. DuBois - Double Consciousness 
With The Talented Tenth's
Restitution 

Nonconformity 
Labels 
Me:

Academically Insane 
Depraved 


Surrounded 
By a slew of
Aunt Jemima's & Uncle Ben's



Shuffling 
The pages of their text books
Hoping Massa' Professor
Awards them with an



Ancestral Disgrace


 In the midst of matriculated students


Unveils 
A pestilence that
Pervades

Corrupt

Warranting my
Unarticulated 
Eruption 


Eyes start bulging 


Outwardly battling the perpetuated 
Stereotypical  
 Black woman


Purposely focusing on defiance 


Turning a blind eye
 At my thrash against
The rope of compliance

Tightening around my neck



Fighting to stay alive
In the halls of
The walking dead 


I know
It isn't meant for me 
To rest


A mind asleep 
Subjects itself 
To the cousin of death


 Continuously 
stride 


Walking through
Societal 
Commonalities


Uplifting 
The 
Misguided 

Spiritually reviving 


Breathing life inside
 Mentally deprived corpses 
Who are  Psychologically and Emotionally tired 


The light of spirit entrusts 
Intuitions 
Compass

Unquestionable guidance

Discern 
The Unknown 
Of darkness....


 Unafraid 


Blood of a Slave
Heart of a Queen

© LaToya S. C.





As James Baldwin Said:
You can only be destroyed
By believing that you really are
What the white world considers a
NIGGER....


*Let It Marinate*


A State Of Mind
Leads To
A State Of
Existence 


P.ositive E.nergy A.ctivates C.onstant E.levation