HERstory : A Black Wombman's Plight

One would believe

 the name given to a specific position 

has meaning, 

and any actions carried out 

brings their title to life.

Client - A person who uses the services or advice of a professional

Advocate -  Someone who fights for something or someone, 

especially someone who fights for the rights of others

Client: I am dealing with the impossible 

and constantly receiving suggestions 

as if my case is normal 

Advocate:  References 
"The Power And Control Wheel"  
in an attempt to appease a client

Client: Something 

doesn't feel right...

empty rhetoric cannot fix a lie

Advocate: This is the way things are 
and how the system is designed. 
You need to learn how to play the game

Perplexed my child and motherhood was referred to a game 

diminishing my plight 

to a leisure activity or sport

Client: I cannot participate 

in an illusion 

that doesn't exist in my reality

I am not trying to play 

anyone's game

I' want to break the system

🎶... Was Told 

To

Hear No Evil, See No Evil, Speak No Evil

In A Place 

That Hears No Evil, Sees No Evil ...🎶

Unwilling 

To Accept

Systematic Genocide

Zero (0) = Cipher

Cipher is the completion of a circle

consisting in 360 degrees 

which is a whole.

120 Degrees of Knowledge

120 Degrees of Wisdom

120 Degrees of Understanding

All in existence pertains to cipher

Zero - 2018 (1st Birthday Ever Away From Offspring)

2019 (2nd year)

 2010 (3rd year) 

2021 (4th year ) 

6th

7th

8th 

And 9th Set of candles 

blown out 

in which I have no tangible recollection of 

due to judicial

forced separation. 

In the course of 3 years 

I've witnessed the world around me

undergo many changes

As my rational 

has been reconfigured 

and turned into a deadly weapon

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Those who aren't slain 

by law enforcement

need just as much media coverage

The flip side of

"Black Lives Matter"

no one seems to speak of

The terminal dis-ease 

within the hearts and minds of many

in which there is no vaccination 

yet alone a cure.

Full circle 

is garnering the understanding 

the "game" is 

rigged

There are no rules

There isn't any pamphlet, cheat code,

words of advocacy or affiliations

that can provide professional assistance 

1,095 days after the fact 

of an unlawful 

occurrence. 

With all the years taken

from a mother & her only daughter

is making the headlines by committing 

a crime of passion

 the only way out?

Convicted criminals 

have more rights

in regards to due process of the law

then what I've been on the receiving end of 

in family court.

So Do I Become My Own Advocate?

As They Say:

When You Have Nothing To Lose

Nothing Matters

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𓂀 https://photos.app.goo.gl/3x9gFPkr4sU3TfaU6 𓂀

You Want To 

Be 

Is Remembered...

I'll Make You

Go Down In

History

🎶 ... I Don't Owe You

Worked Hard To Build

You Believe 

In Your Own Lies

Can't Be Real ... 🎶

Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda's

Have No Meaning

In Reality

You're Elaborately

Falsifying

What Has Worth

Trash Never

Wants To Takes Itself 

Out

Contemplating

If It's 

Recyclable...

Which 

Hidden 

Broken Piece

 Can Be Reused ???

Self Denial's

Unwritten 

Haiku 

Trying 

To Avoid

Truth

Banquet 

Of 

Dilemmas

Unearth

The Predestined

Ever Clever

𓆃

Like 

Coming Home

Observing Wrinkled Sheets 

Emanating An Unfamiliar 

Scent

Displaces A Relationship 

Habitually 

Prone

In The Usage 

Of Erotic 

Toys

To Derive Pleasure 

In Each Other's

Absence

Like 

A Seat Belt

Strangling 

A 

Passenger

Instead 

Of A Precautionary 

Measure

Preventing

An Unforeseeable 

Accident

Like 

Vasectomies

Tubes Tied

Aborts 

Plan B

Un-birthing 

Bastardized 

Babies 

The Allure

 

Of  Skewing 

Avoidable 

Stats

🎶... Like A Heart Physician 

Who Dies From A Heart Attack ...🎶

Mentalities Clog Arteries 

Minus The 

Plaque

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Lady Justice Scales 

Are 

Scuffed

The Employer Of Bigoted

Citizens

Intertwined By 

Unrealistic

Bluffs

Occult 

Like 

Practices 

Ritualizing 

Forcing Another's Hand 

To Give Up

While Out

Doing Themselves 

In

Financial, Emotional, Psychological

Torement 

Purposely Caused 

Pales 

In 

Comparison

To Your Own Ruin

Unshackling 

The Invisible Chains 

That Bound 

Me

How Many 

Of You 

Have To Be Honest

When It's Time To Inevitably Pay ???

3 Years Lost...

Remember The Words 

Written

On This Day

©  LaToya S. C.

October 4, 2021

I Be Myself

I Ain't

Fronting

These Aren't Tears

This Is The

Ocean

These Aren't Fears

This Is 

𓂀 Devotion  𓆃

𓁧

Why 

You Always

Have To Try Me

Thinking

I'm Gone Follow

Blindly

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