Chameleons of camouflage

No two people get the same version of a particular individual. 

Compartmentalization... 

pieces 

of a whole. 

Example: 

a man can raise

 two girls.

One is his biological daughter the other isn't. 

With one he is extremely abusive towards.
The other he never laid a finger on 

and gave everything to.

 By asking these two daughter's 

a question about the same man, 

you will receive 2 different answers. 

Both of them 

would be correct 

in their assessment. 

Depending on the listener, 

they will either believe both siblings

 or pick one over the other. 

Doesn't make the recollection 

of the depiction of said father
less truthful.

As already stated: 

No two people get the same version of a particular individual.

 To understand this aspect

is to know 

it is applicable to all. 

Can we be loving to some, and monstrosities to others? 

Or be loving to the majority 

and a selective few receive the wrath 

that is carefully concealed. 

Due to compartmentalization and what aspects of the self is shown to others, 

outsiders are constantly at odds with their 'opinions' 

of who is who. 

Chameleons of camouflage

Blending in with the environment 

or dress the part as if you belong somewhere 

you aren't supposed to be.


These different trajectories of a singular individual
can cause chaos
 among others.

Attempting to solidify
the relevance of information
believed to be resourceful 

This photo is tangible to the daughter of abuse.

As it marks the date she was no longer on the receiving end of pain by the man who raised her.


At 23 years old
mustering up the courage to ask:
why do you hit me & not your other children?

And hearing the response:
Because you look like your mother!
followed by a shocked expression at their own concealed rage.


Sometimes it takes someones voice to emit out of their mouths
 for them to realize
the damage they caused.

They say:
The best apology is changed behavior,
yet the scars remain.

A few hours ago I was angered & had to ask myself:
What is beneath what you're feeling
it's more than the surface.

My life as it is now
as painful as it is
is healing a younger version of

Self.

Everybody on your path
is a servant 
to your higher & best self

There's POWER
in the
deficit!